Saturday, August 29, 2009
These past few weeks have been a little rough. I had been with out a phone for close to a month, leaving me feeling very isolated and very homesick. I have a phone again, but because the other one went missing I have no numbers. Actually let me rephrase that. I have plenty of numbers, but they all belong to my friends husbands...AWKWARD. Yeah, I have Joseph's old phone now if you hadn't guessed and I haven't quite gotten up the nerve yet to call these men asking to speak to their wives. "Cuz I'm shy like that.
I just spent the last hour catching up on various friends blogs and while I am so happy to get a glimpse into their lives, I so badly want to be IN their lives, not just hearing about it from afar. I miss them all so much and the pathetic part is they probably don't even know it. Watching their lives grow on with out me seems slightly unfair, but it makes me realize how inward I become when change is upon me. These ladies I love so much are not separate from my life because they have forgotten me, but because I have acted like I have forgotten them. I challenge myself every week to call someone different everyday, but instead of picking up the phone I curl up into a ball of fear worrying that they wont want me any longer, so instead of making the situation better, I make it worse. So once again I am going to challenge myself to call a different friend everyday. So if you see my number flash across your phone would you mind saying hello to an old friend who misses you? Oh and I guess that means I may be calling some men first...or I guess I could just email...
Posted by Mama Blue at 9:43 PM
Thursday, August 20, 2009
My little man is rounding the corner to independence, no longer wanting help to do those things that others do so easily. So when he decided that eating yogurt was one of those ways he wanted to exert that independence I handed him a spoon. While more yogurt ended up on the table, chair, floor and outfit then it actually did in him, the joy that he radiated was well worth the ten minutes it took to remove the mess from everywhere. Oh and the best part was the "Uh Oh's" that he said every time he missed.
As you can see there were a lot of "uh oh's".
Posted by Mama Blue at 10:32 PM
Monday, August 17, 2009
I sit here contemplating my beautiful life as Brooks pretends to color with some new markers and Conner watches Kung Fu Panda, fully delighted that I had the ability to get either things for my children. So many times in the past we have not. We have been blessed to have friends and family who have been incredibly generous to us, gifting us in areas that we could not provide in ourselves. Having the ability to do them ourselves is absolutely wonderful. Simple joys, big blessings.
There has been a lot of change and moving forward in our home. Sometimes it goes by so quickly I forget it was ever different. Other times I feel as if the change is teasing me with the idea of it. So without further ado I share our change with you.
After much prayer we finally found a church to call home. It is so exciting to be apart of a body again and Joseph and I are looking forward to our first Community Group this coming Thursday. Also the boys and I will be joining their playgroup tomorrow. Yay!
Our cats will finally be joining us in the next month! The past eight months have been full of, "we can keep them, we have to give them up, OH we can keep them, blah, have to let them go" to finally" WE CAN KEEP THEM" There are two big things we learned about what we will differently upon our next move. One of them involves our pets. We have been so blessed through out this all to have some wonderful women who opened up their doors to our fur babies even though they had never met us before. And because of them Nihko and Amber are finally coming home!
Now for the biggest change of all! Starting mid September I will become a nanny for three brothers that live a couple house down. This will be a big adjustment, but one I am thoroughly looking forward too! It is an awesome opportunity to love on a family that is in desperate need of it and to offer a worn down mother some good childcare.
Ok, for now that will have to do!
Posted by Mama Blue at 4:20 PM
Saturday, August 1, 2009
I may have mentioned before that Conner loves the beach. Well as much as he loves the beach, Joseph loves it ten times more. As in loves the beach. While this ocean may not be as warm as the one he is used too, it is still the beach and it still offers a peace to his being. Our boys also loved sharing it with him.
I have noticed a trend for our littlest bear, when Joseph is around he is much happier, and quicker to venture where he would not before. If you remember my last post about the beach you might recall that it took quite a bit of coaxing to get him to even leave the tent, non the less actually touch the water. Today he was running in and out like an old pro.
Posted by Mama Blue at 9:30 PM
At least once a week Joseph and I like to pack the boys up and walk around one of the many open air malls that dot our new hometown. One of our favorites has many little gardens and water features that the boys loves to explore, doing us the favor of wearing them out while we enjoy the beautiful weather. This past week we discovered a little nook that had a great fountain for the boys to explore, one that Conner got a little more up close and personal then he intended.
While trying to count the coins Conner leaned in a little to close and down he went, clothes and all. He fared it very well, although he was quite cold afterward.
I know this is not the best quality photo, but you can practically see Joseph saying something that ended with cold
Posted by Mama Blue at 9:13 PM